Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Losing my mind...

Yeah its happening.  I am pretty sure my kids get together and plan to see how far they can push my nerves sometimes.  Kiara is only 15 months and she is in the terrible twos lol.  Idk why they even call it the terrible twos, I call it the terrible toddlers haha.  She will do exactly what I say not to do and look right at me, and yes she knows she is not supposed to be doing it, she is very smart.  I get her out of something and show her toys and play with her, but the minute I get up to go do something else she is right behind me and before I know it she is into something.  She does it for attention, not to be bad, but she has my attention all day! lol She is non stop mama, mom, mom, mom, mama, ma ma, mom all day and she is SOOOO freaking sweet and cute and will run up and hug me, but man I need a few mins lol.  She wants to sit with me whenever I am on the couch, but she doesn't wanna sit lol, she will give me a kiss and then go to grab something she isn't allowed to have.  Yes, she is a smart girl and knows how to use her cuteness already ugh. Another reason I wish she would not be attatched to my hip is bc I obviously have to take care of Keaton lol. She loves her baby brother so much and it is so hard to tell her no Kiara you can't help with that bc you aren't big enough.  I feel bad, but all moms know what I mean.  Keaton is getting to the age where he doesn't wanna lay down at all, but he can't sit up alone just yet, and he gets mad sometimes when he is sitting assisted, even when being held sometimes.  He also wants to stand up while you hold his hands, but only sometimes or else he gets mad lol.  I love both of my kids don't get me wrong, but I think its safe to say that every mom feels this way sometimes, and with that along with all the other stressors of life, MAN it can drive you nuts :)